first thoughts

so ive blogged before, but i need a place to put my thought without screening anything. here i can say anything, and i know my friends arent going to read it, and if they are, i wont know.

so, this is probably not going to be the most exciting entry, in fact it is probably going to be really embarrassing.

-so first off, ive decided to start a collection, im gonna get every flavor of vitamin water. yeah, embarrassing, but yeah, im excited. :)

-so when i was little i went to this day care called project kids, and i met this girl names shelby, who was a few years younger. well, she is now a freshman, and im a junior. we talk alot lately, we have talked in the past but it wasnt as extensively as we have been lately. well, we are alot alike, same style, music, humor, books. yeah, and i really like her, but i dont know how to do anything with girls. i am inexperianced, unfortunately. but i really really like her. if i were a girl, i would be her. (: we talk alot, she sends me pictures :) i send her some too.

-i dont know if she likes me

-i dont know how to tell her i like her (or if i even should)

-im such a freak

-so all of my friends have been freaking out lately, and its just bad, and i hate it. inside our group there is like 4 groups, and i swear all of the groups hate the other groups, haha, but there are a few people who float between 2 or 3 groups, those are the people that are holding our big group together.

+i guess i should say: i had a group of friends that i hung out with from 7th to 10th grade. 10th grade was the year i blossomed, and i mad a ton of friends, a few of them were in this big group, and they asked me to sit with them @ lunch one day. that one day turned into every day until now. and the rest is history.

-ill talk about everyone in the group, i might even draw a diagram or something haha :) because this is probably really confusing

ohhohoh! so back on the shelby subject, yesterday i went to the mall with her :) we didnt buy anything except starbucks, but it was so fun, we just made fun of stuff. i really like her.

today i went to the mall of america (this is a diffrent mall from the one i went to with shelby) and ikea. i got a scabbers plushie !! :) he is awesome! a $5 argile sweatshirt, and 2 books, looking for alaska, because its an amazing book, and i need it in my personal collection, and the hunger games, because ive heard good things about it, so far it has a scrunch faced cat (like crookshanks) whick i like, so its a winner so far.

so today has been an amazing day, not only because i was in an amazing mood, but because i got to ride bike, and that is always a reason to have an amazing day.

so i want to do something cool at the end of my posts, like italktosnakes' word of the day, or hayleyghoover's sexy, unsexy thing. man i love the 5 awesome girls :)

maybe ill put up a picture in each one!

but before i go, im gonna tell a little about myself, so my friends can confinm that this is actually my blog, :) haha.

-so im going to be an artist

-things i love:andy warhol, harry potter (HUGE HUGE HUGE AWESOME FAN) music, bob dylan, ben folds, adele, tegan and sara, kate nash, deathcab (concert next wednesday!!!!!) my friends (i feel that i am a very loyal friend, i do get in fights with them, but i always feel that i have a legitimate reason, even if my words or actions dont reflect that) yo gabba gabba, invader zim, chowder, the marvelous misadventures of flapjack. shelby :)

maybe ill just list off the thing i like of the day.

and a picture :)

today i like scabbers, but not peter pettigrew, just ron's faithful rat, and also the little stuffed rat i got at ikea, that made my day.

i tried to put a picture of the scabbers i get right here.... idk what happened (ps, i hate abreviated talk) haha thats the thing i hate of the day :)