JEM

so i am about towatch push, cuz i like movies like that, but first i just wanna blog about the convo i had at work today with ashley lindsay and derrick.

so first of all i should mention that i am very inexperianced sexually.. and it has always been something that i have been very embarrassed by just because everyone else is not only very sexually active but also very open about it. ever since 9th grade it has sorta been a sore subject, baybe cuz im just not as atractive as other guys (the ones who are sexually active) i dunno.. whatever

so i dont even know how we got on the subject, but it was something about ashley having alot of guys she has made out with, and i think we got on that subject cuzwe were talking about lindsays boyfriend of something.. i dont really remember but i remember both of them saying that they liked the fact that i havent done anything or something along those lines, even though ive always thought that girls liked you to be more experianced..i dont know where i got that idea from but i guess i was wrong, cuz everyone that was a part of the conversation agreed that it is ok.. so i guess what i am trying to say is that i am a little more comfortable with myself and my level of sexual activity, and i will save it until i am in love cuz thats just how i am. and thats one thing they said, they would never do anything with someone unless they liked them.


i dunno, it just made me feel better about myself.