i think i have my man-period. im so effing pissed off. i seem to notice how everyone does such stupid shit. and when someone is pissed off, dont try to cheer them up, that only pisses me off more.

a quote from @jakemanitz 's essay about Upton Sinclair's The Jungle: "kindness is free, but we are all looking to get paid for it." nice, right?

in 10 years i am going to look back and be completely embarrassed by my blogs

top three feist songs (in my opinion)

3: my moon, my man
2: 1234
1: mushaboom

but that is only cuz those are the only 3 i know x)

so here is song lines in using for an art project:

(so many, too much music for one night)

Shoes. Lets get some shoes.
Twinkle twinkle little star, how I wonder what you are.
Santa clause is coming to town!

And I told you to be patient and I told you to be fine I told you
And everything is going to the beat and everything is going to the beat
Every time I fell for you I’m permanently black and blue
Blue lips, blue veins, blue, the color of our planet from far, far away
Romantic lights surround Italy
I’ve got a family and I drink lots of tea
Wont you come on over, at the side of my sofa oh wont you come on over
Where do you go with your broken heart in toe, what do you do with the left over you
Two birds on a wire, one tries to fly away, and the other
It’s like forgetting the words to your favorite song
Does your cat have a mustache? Does it remind you of me?
Skeleton you are my friend, but you are made of bone.
Oh Valencia, I swear to the stars ill burn this whole city down
The chase is all you know, and she stopped running months ago
Do you believe in miracles, is love an accident
Birds can fly so high, and they can $#!% on your head
Caroline’s a victim. Caroline’s a victim. Caroline. Is. A. Victim.
Just like raindrops, you feel so good upon my lips
When the water filled every hole, and thousands upon thousands..
White light my time has come all night out on the run from. Black Magic.
I know you haven’t made your mind up yet, but I would never do you wrong.
I’ve known it from the moment that we met, no doubt in my mind where you belong.
a moment, a love, a dream, aloud, a kiss, a cry, our rights, our wrongs,
take only what you need from it, a family of trees wantin’ to be haunted
force field, super shield. Junior high love affair is ok.
All the pretty girls on a saturday night. Let it be, and come to me.
Snails see the benefits, the beauty in every inch.
No, im not ready for big bad step in that direction.
Sleepless long night, that is what my youth was for.
My moon, my man so changeable and such a loveable land to me.
In the meantime I got it hard; second floor living without a yard.




hahaha i forgot about the first few hehe excuse those :)

so i thought id make a harry potter blog, only becuase i was given an assignment to find a subject that i know about to oil paint. so i was thinking, and the things that came to mind were animals, music, and harry potter.. well originally i wanted to do a victorianesque piece with a girl holding a bird in her hand. but i thought about it and realised that i dont really know about that. and then i thought about rabbits, becuae they are my favorite animals. this took me back to the picture of mia wasikowska (sp) who plays alice in the upcoming alice and wonderland movie where she is holding a rabbit, and then i though well maybe she could hold a bird too, and it could be sorta snow white-ish, because when i pictured it in my head, thats what i thought of. and then i set that idea aside and began thinking of harry potter and if i could paint that. but i have no idea what i would paint. i dont have a favorite scene in the series, i mean im partial to the mirror scene in philosophers stone, but thats only cuz i know that is jo's favorite scene. i mean, i guess i would have to pick a scene in the 5-7th books, cuz luna is my favorite character, but the number of scenes she is in is limited, and there arent very many places she goes.. but now that i think about it, a scene of the da would be cool, in the room of requirement! or in the woods before the ministry or in the ministry, with all the orbs, or in battle. but i wouldnt want to do anything to difficult and non realistic, cuz i know fredrickson would want me to stick to realism. i could have the trio in the common room. but that doesnt excite me. i guess im gonna have to go back and do a lot more reading to find a scene that fits. i wouldnt want to do any in the seventh book, cuz... i just would want to do it at hogwarts for some reason. actually i dont know.. all the scenes i remember luna being in would be fun, but challenging, like the weding, with all the people, and DOBBY i want to do a picture with dobby in it!!!!!! arent dobby, luna and harry in the malfoy dungeon all at the same time? but its dark, so that could be hard.. but that could make it REALLY cool. i dont want to do a lot of characters, so doing a hogs head visit is kinda out of the question. man, i wish i was doing more than one. i dont want to draw luna with the lion hat, because explaining that to fred would be ... wierd. i would like it to resemble mary grand pre's style without being a subject she has done. maybe a maybe i wont even do a harry potter painting. or maybe ill do like a victorianesque family portrait of the da..? i dont knowwww..

Its late at night again, which isnt good. I need to stop having late blog sessions, i always write embarrassing things. Had a good discussion with sara about 'the jungle' a book about a city. We have to read itt for our first block great books class.

I need to get my car fixed. It has no heating :[

It is a night of super natural guidance. Unfortunately i got too in to my tarot card session that i missed 11:11. I was bummed. I mean a free wish people.

But after my tarot sesh. Well actually ill tell you about the sessoin. So i have my own deck and i used to kinda know the cards. Well i did well enough to not use the handbook so i threw tha out. And now i dont remember any of them cuz its been like a year and a half since i last played wih theM. actually probably longer. Anyways, i was feeling mystic, and the forces were with me ccuz all the same cards kept coming up! So tomorrow im gonna look them up on the net [i have a list of helpful sites ;]] i need to know what the gods are trying to tell me.

After my tarot session, i did some bible dips. If you dont know what bibly dips are, i recomend reading 'running with scissors' by augusten burroughs, thats where i learned about these mystic tools. So what you do is you have a bible [or any book, really] any you hold it closed [or haave someone hold it for you] ask a question, open the book to a random page, and, with your eyes closed you just drop your finger on the page, and see what you pointed at, sometimes it is just the word your finger is on, but sometimes it can bee that line or sentence. This word/line/ sentence will enlighten you on your questioN.

Seriously, go try it.

It does take a bit of decyphering and implying/ imagination to translate the meaning, but it is honestly fulfilling, especially if you take it seriously and put your faith in the dip.

These are the cards i kept getting over and over:

judgement
the high priestess
ace of swords
7 of wands
2 of pentacles
the tower
queen of wands
8 of wands
ace of pentacles

i also prayed.

I have a really creepy story

this happened right after playing with the tarot cards. So i was laying in bed thinking about how witched are controlled by the devil, like salem witches, not hogwarts witches, and i scared myself in to believing the devil was in the room, so i was like, if the devil is in here the smoke detectors light will flash red [because it does that every few minutes; for like a split second it just blinks red] so i looked up at it, and it blinked after like 3 seconds, so i prayed. And after that i looked back up and it didnt blink And i looked at it for like a minute.

Haha i am overly wierd. Superstitious.

Its too late for logic, in the morning ill delete this cuz it is so embarrassing.

I gues i should say im not a very religious person, so thinking about the devil and god arent very common. The last time i was at church was last christmas. Ive just always looked at church as punishment, because i hated it. Our church is all old people, batty women, crazy children, and the most boring pastor in town. [im sorry god, and clint]

ive ranted enough. Its late. Goodnight.

fantastic mr. fox :3 best movie i have ever seen. i am not kidding. i smiled the whole time! my favorite characters were kristofferson and ash. along with the rabbits just cuz i love rabbits :3 it was just an incredible movie. i honestly loved everything about it! i havent read the book by roald dahl but i am going to and then compair them, but as a miovie is was am absolutely stunning stop motion clay mation movie. and the story and music and characters and humor and how the said 'cuss' in place of swear words, and how they ate, and it was so cute when they walked :D it was beaytiful <3<3 in my top 5 movies of all time. may just be #1. and i know ive only seen it once, but i feel like it is one of those movies where you novice something new and awesome every time you see it. CLASSIC. askdjgbasngmaswofnwem :3

the first pic is the main characters, i love them :) and the second was a musician in the movie, not at all a main character, but his name is petey (it was written on his banjo) he was awesome, he had a really cool bike in 1 scene.


lovelovelovelovelvoelvoevloelvoevloevloved every second of it :) :D :3

fantastic mr fox :3

What's your least favorite Harry Potter book? by EmuBookLover
Philosopher's Stone, because whenever I beg somebody to read the series for the first time, I know they're going to get the impression from the first book that the whole story is childish.


this is like the Q&a that represents my life.

current obsession: mushaboom by feist :) yummy x)

today was an early out. so much snow. brrrrrr. almost crashed my car, but luckily i went right in between the two signs. uuuuuuuuuugh. so much to doooo!