JEM

what to talk about. i looked back at some old blogs, to find my class schedule, and ive realised that my old blogs are really embarrassing Dx oh well. thank god for maturing.

so many changes lately.

so 1st off i want to take a picture of myself every day for daily booth, because:

1) ive really liked the clothes ive been wearing
2) i want to be able to look back and see what i was like

side note i need to get out of the kitchen too much noice... privacy time

3) thats about it.

so second quarter is almost over.
kind of exciting, kind of sad that i am already half way through my senior year.

some things that have happened:

i died my hair for the first time in my life. just a little darker brown, and it wasnt permanant, washes out with time.

christmas.

nothing really drastic.

i really want to get in shape. i always think about it. never do anything.

a lot of friend things have changed. ive learned that not everyone takes friendships as seriously and sacredly as i do, which is just kind of sad because friends shouldnt just be people you sit at a lunch table with. it should be so much deeper than that. im not talking about all friends, more like best friends i guess.. i dont know. not really gonna worry about it. i know who i trust, and who are my real friends. i honestly would much rather have one friend who i can trust my entire life and all my secrets and everything with than have a bunch of relative strangers around me.

buut thats just me!

thats prob one of my favorite quotes from mean girls. even though its not even really in the movie, its a deleted scene. i dont know why but i chuckle every time i say it.

i have 2 playlists ive made that ive been listening to a lot lately

the 1st one:

IVE TITled it "Bah Bah" for reasons unknown. (its the noise a sheep makes)

i wish there was a tool you could use to make lists of bands and songs from itunes and put them in like, a word doc or something. BUT i just discovered the skip count tool. sooo cool! now i know what songs i dont like listening to even though theyve played like a million times!

The Boy With The Arab Strap Belle & Sebastian
XFire The Bens
Single Ladies (Put A Ring On It) Beyoncé
Creature Fear Bon Iver
For Emma Bon Iver
Skinny Love Bon Iver
Mushaboom Feist
1234 Feist
My Moon My Man Feist
Dog Days Are Over Florence and The Machine
Dog Days Are Over Florence And The Machine
Drumming Florence And The Machine
Howl Florence And The Machine
Kiss With A Fist Florence And The Machine
Rabbit Heart (Raise It Up) Florence And The Machine
Walking The Dog Fun.
Maybe Ingrid Michaelson
Eh Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say) Lady Gaga
Poker Face Lady Gaga
Love Games Lady GaGa
Bad Romance (Album Version) Lady Gaga
Beautiful Dirty Rich Lady GaGa
Just Dance(Ft Akon) Lady Gaga
Paparazzi Lady GaGa
Starstruck Lady Gaga Feat. Flo-Rida
The Field Mason Jennings
Blame It On the Girls Mika
Fireflies Owl City
Hello Seattle Owl City
Hell Tegan & Sara
Arrow Tegan & Sara
Don't Rush Tegan & Sara
On Directing Tegan & Sara
Red Belt Tegan & Sara
The Cure Tegan & Sara
Northshore Tegan & Sara
Night Watch Tegan & Sara
Alligator Tegan & Sara
Paperback Head Tegan & Sara
The Ocean Tegan & Sara
Sentimental Tune Tegan & Sara
Someday Tegan & Sara
Love Lost The Temper Trap
Sweet Disposition The Temper Trap


hmmm that seemed to work pretty good!!

yeah this is a playlist ive been playing a lot.

but it was sorta replaced by this one titled "stuck in my head" because i have been putting songs in it that i get stuck in my head.

Just Like A Woman Bob Dylan
She Belongs To Me Bob Dylan
Here Comes the Sun The Beatles
Blackbird The Beatles
Like A Rolling Stone Bob Dylan
Lemon tree The Beattles
Eleanor Rigby The Beatles
Mr. Tambourine Man Bob Dylan
The Times They Are A-Changin' Bob Dylan
The Lovecats The Cure
Hong Kong Garden Siouxsie and the Banshees
Natural's Not In It Gang Of Four
All My Loving The Beatles
Hey Jude The Beatles


it is a work in progress. hong kong garden was my favorite song from marie antoinette, aloong with naturals not in it, but i knew that one before i saw that movie. keep in mind i saw it in 8th grade. one thing ive noticed is ive been remeniscing a lot lately.

tell me about some good new music. or what you have been listening to lately. please. i need something new to rock my ear drums.


love love love love love lemon treee!! lovelove lovelove the beginning. the breaking glass is excellent! it is so diffrent from their other stuff. this is also edens favorite beatles song. she told me once.

edward scissorhands, beetlejuice, whip it, coraline, juno, donnie darko, garden state, garden party, v for vendetta, charlie bartlet, paper heart, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, little miss sunshine, charlie and the chocolate factory, 500 days of summer, wedding singer, fantastic mr. fox, sweeney todd, adventureland, the royal tennenbaums, american beauty, almost famous, the nightmare before christmas, 10 things I hate about you, requiem for a dream, superbad, the hangover, mean girls, never been kissed, girl interrupted, factory girl, love actually, the life aquatic with steve zissou, house bunny, serenity, marie antoinette, shes just not that in to you, zombieland, mirrormask, where the wild things are, breakfast club, perfect score, about a boy, dan in real life, smart people, elizabethtown, big fish, corpse bride, romy and michele’s high school reunion, fight club, the good girl, nick and nora's infinite playlist, star wars, ferris buellers day off, thumbsucker, shelter, avatar, closer, bring it on, jennifers body, rocky horror picture show,

ive been watching a lot of movies lately. im a huge indie movie fan. any movies you like that i didnt list? i need more to watch. i feel empty and bored without my list of movies to see now that ive seen them all. my favorites are the foreign ones (the ones that still speek english cuz it is the only language i comprehend haha.)

ive been helping with the set painting for the play @ school. its sleepy hollow, like the play not like the johnny depp film.

i have a lot to do by next saturday or whenever they perform. ugh its over whelming, should have started a long time ago. ughh

drawing a lot lately. cartoons.

not much else to say. i promised myself i would post more often. thats my new years resolution! along with daily booth.

xxx