JEM

sad :(

just finished watching dollhouse.

ugh so good! especially the last episode. epitaph 2. which was 10 years in the future, seeing as it was called epitaph 2, there was an episode 1 that came before it, which i guess was at the end of season 1? im not sure i understand why.. im guessing that FOX fucked something up there. (i only say that because i read on hulu, or somewhere, that FOX 'likes to mess with episode order') either way, it was so good, but i am disappointed that it is over, because according to another person on hulu (i read this stuff in the comments below the episodes) the epitaphs were what would have been if they were going to carry on the show. i find that the characters, and new characters, along with things like 'techs' were very remeniscant of firefly, much more so than the beginning of dollhouse. had more of a westerny fugative feel.

the tech idea was SO AWESOME!!!! i wish i would have thought of! and there is so much that could have come from that! beautiful beautifu.

i wish i could grow up and have my own show. ugh i love making up characters and personalities and relationships. ive always found it really embarrassing. but i love it. and the sad thing is i cant watch any shows on tv because the characters are so fake or boring or predictable.

that is except for shows like dollhouse and firefly. fucking best shows ever. even the stuff you know is going to happen surprises you! which is what i absolutely love about joss whedon!

i feel so dumb for being so sad about this! but its over, and ive known that for a while! its like reliving firefly, which shouldnt have made me sad either because that was already over when i started watching!!! :(

there is too much unjustice in the world. the sad thing is im getting worked up about the most pointless one. i just wish joss whedon would be able to finish telling one of his stories! because he has them so intricately planned out from the beginning!

and as embarrassing as it is to admit, i have done the same. i once created this imaginary tv show with all these characters that were all intertwined in one way or another, and i planned what would happen to them for like 10 years or something. and i had little pictures of what each looked like, kind of like promo pics they do for shows. does anyone else know about those, or an i the only one who is obsessed with them? i have a really sick obsession with them. i remember, on the family computer that we no longer have, i had a whole folder saved of promo pics. i once spent like 3 hours searching for invader zim promo pics. i wanted them all to be the same size. ugh i cringe just thinking about how wierd i am.

anyways the important part is joss whedon's ability to write characters that go well together while still being diverse. and like in buffy! ugh so good! he is such a genious! he creates this character (buffy) who hunts vampires, and makes her fall for none other than.. a vampire!! god he is a king.

overall i think this blog leaves you knowing that i am a loon (just like my girlfriend luna lovegood)

i have a confession. the only reason i dubbed myself a ravenclaw was because of luna. that is the only reason.

farewell.

i want a magic 8 ball.

EDIT:

i didnt even mention summer glau!!!! she was cussing amazing as river tam in firefly. (i now love the name river) and she was my favorite character not only as river, but also as Bennett Halverson (a name i now love for a girl) in dollhouse. i love her. she is an amazing actress.