I havent blogged in a while. So you are getting a mobile upload from sarah's house. We are watching american teen. Which ive already seen. Not a big deal. Its good.

Bahh. I dont know what to talk about.

i was gonna write a bucket list in responce to beccychan. Buut.. Ok maybe ill do that!

-travel. As in england, the world. The country. Maybe even live somewhere else. [london]
-make a stop motion animated movie.
-write a book of short fiction stories. Much like beedle the bard.
-This is a stretch. But meet jk rowling
-open a barnes and noble. [in the uk]
-open a studio above said b&n.
-write a screen play
-have a television show on tv. a show resembling joss whedon's dollhouse or firefly
-have an english sheep dog as a pet.
-art. Make it. Live it.
-be who i am. I mean STAY who i am.
-visit that peter pan statue.
-inspire people.
-visit KINGS CROSS.
-design patterns and like vintage wall paper stuff. I dont know how to describe this.
-create so many characters. Soooo many.
-have a collection of books, vintage nick knacks, memorabelia and what not.
-get a polaroid camera that when you take a pic, it prints it out right after.
-learn to play guitar
-keep attempting to learn the pianooo
-always be honest
-dont be self concious.
-be accepting
-stay outgoing

this is more like guidelines for life. But thats ok!!

-wear cool socks
-like what you like
-dont be peer pressured in to anything you know you shouldnt do.
-do be peer pressured in to good things you arent sure/ or too scared to do.
-be kind to animals

i am proud of myself :) i blog daily!

sad :(

just finished watching dollhouse.

ugh so good! especially the last episode. epitaph 2. which was 10 years in the future, seeing as it was called epitaph 2, there was an episode 1 that came before it, which i guess was at the end of season 1? im not sure i understand why.. im guessing that FOX fucked something up there. (i only say that because i read on hulu, or somewhere, that FOX 'likes to mess with episode order') either way, it was so good, but i am disappointed that it is over, because according to another person on hulu (i read this stuff in the comments below the episodes) the epitaphs were what would have been if they were going to carry on the show. i find that the characters, and new characters, along with things like 'techs' were very remeniscant of firefly, much more so than the beginning of dollhouse. had more of a westerny fugative feel.

the tech idea was SO AWESOME!!!! i wish i would have thought of! and there is so much that could have come from that! beautiful beautifu.

i wish i could grow up and have my own show. ugh i love making up characters and personalities and relationships. ive always found it really embarrassing. but i love it. and the sad thing is i cant watch any shows on tv because the characters are so fake or boring or predictable.

that is except for shows like dollhouse and firefly. fucking best shows ever. even the stuff you know is going to happen surprises you! which is what i absolutely love about joss whedon!

i feel so dumb for being so sad about this! but its over, and ive known that for a while! its like reliving firefly, which shouldnt have made me sad either because that was already over when i started watching!!! :(

there is too much unjustice in the world. the sad thing is im getting worked up about the most pointless one. i just wish joss whedon would be able to finish telling one of his stories! because he has them so intricately planned out from the beginning!

and as embarrassing as it is to admit, i have done the same. i once created this imaginary tv show with all these characters that were all intertwined in one way or another, and i planned what would happen to them for like 10 years or something. and i had little pictures of what each looked like, kind of like promo pics they do for shows. does anyone else know about those, or an i the only one who is obsessed with them? i have a really sick obsession with them. i remember, on the family computer that we no longer have, i had a whole folder saved of promo pics. i once spent like 3 hours searching for invader zim promo pics. i wanted them all to be the same size. ugh i cringe just thinking about how wierd i am.

anyways the important part is joss whedon's ability to write characters that go well together while still being diverse. and like in buffy! ugh so good! he is such a genious! he creates this character (buffy) who hunts vampires, and makes her fall for none other than.. a vampire!! god he is a king.

overall i think this blog leaves you knowing that i am a loon (just like my girlfriend luna lovegood)

i have a confession. the only reason i dubbed myself a ravenclaw was because of luna. that is the only reason.

farewell.

i want a magic 8 ball.

EDIT:

i didnt even mention summer glau!!!! she was cussing amazing as river tam in firefly. (i now love the name river) and she was my favorite character not only as river, but also as Bennett Halverson (a name i now love for a girl) in dollhouse. i love her. she is an amazing actress.

yes this is a photo collage i threw together in paint in approx. 30 seconds. on the left is regina george from mean girls, on the right is my friend joss. this is a compairison i have been making since the movie was released :) oh jossy.. we love you.

I am so absolutely just ughh [i dont know if that was a good or a bad ugh, but it was deffinately leaning twards the bad side]

i want my movies! I sold my nintendo ds. I need to track down my old game boy Advanced! so i can play mario! Jhgfdhsjkfdk! Hehee.

If the attatchment worked, you are looking at the beautiful face of dobby the house elf :3 honestly, how can you not love dobby the house elf!? even if he was mean to harry, he only had good intentions! Man oh man i love that guy! And winky too! :D she is a cutie with her tomato nose [ if i recall corectly that was a description taken directly from the books] not a big fan of kretcher [sp] although he is a funny guy, he doesnt tug at the heart strings as much as dobby and winky.

So why am i talking about house elves? Well i am actually in my car waiting for katie to get here so we ccan go to a meeting to get points for FCCLA [an orginisation i am a part of solely for the purpose of going to a hotel for a weekend and staying with friends.

Needless to say it is cold and i need something to take my mind off of my fingers

I like thingsa that are fake and fabricated.

Like in movies where there is a completely obvious scene where something is undoubtedly hanging from wire. I just love that. especially if it is meant to be seen, like in some indie/underground movie. Ugh so quirky :] love love love. Or when you see a magicsiaN and when they do a trick you can just see by the way they do it how it was done [that sentence was badly worded, forgive me] i like things like jewelery that is really cheap or home made that is dressed up to attempt to look expensive, but isnt. I especially like spray painted gold or silver [preferably silver' but it depends on the situation] or wrapping something in tin foil to make it look silver. So beautiful.

I also like rabbits.

I like juice in the morning.

I like opening the cupbords to discovr they have been restocked since last you ate.

I like clean sheats
or a new pillow/blanket

i like rearranging the furnature.

I like winter accessories such as gloves hats and scarves

i like mid spring time when nature is no longer soggy from the melted snow, but it is still a bit breezy and perfect for wearing a sweatshirt and pants.

I like the first weeks of summer when you have too many ideas of what to do and too much time to know what to do with

i like meeting new animals

i like british... Well i pretty much like british everything

i like the story of peter pan

i like the statue of peter pan in london even more and cant wait to see it in real life.

i like those days when you want to eat healthy, so you do, and it makes you feel invigurated

i like those days when all you want is a cheeseburger, and a bag of oreos, and thats exactly what you get.

I like farm noises, not farm smell

i like the colour gray

i like sitting on the edge of a dock with your toes in the water

i like inside jokes

i like old friendships will too much history to even try to conseal into a scrapbook

i like fast new friends

i like vintage cartoons

i like 60's indie girls in 60's vintage photographs with pouty lips and extravigant decor

i like viney vintage wallpaper

i like castles

i like fantasy stories - reading and writing

i like jo rowling and how she has created an entire world that has become my second home

i like facial hair that correlates with diffrent cultures

i like t shirts

i like mocasins

i like chucks

i like wes anderson

i like watching and collecting good movies

i like twitter

i like my mum

i like those days where you get an urge to clean

i like places that you can go that are always full of people that like you

i like places thatyou can go that are always free of anyone you may know

i like independance

i like reading

i like drawing pictures anywhere and everywhere

i like thinking about college without that feeling of worrying whether ill get in or not

i like plans you could only ever make with your best friends

i like having 1 person in the entire world that i can always trust and who will always be exactly who they are. Scout.

i like music. The new the old the classics

i like pictures, taking new ones, looking at old ones

i like old home videos of me when i was too young to remember

i like flags, how they are all so diffrent and represent diffrent people and the place they come from and how that flag can symbolise so much and encompass so much emotion.

I like kindness. And random acts of it

i like unity, especially when everyone united is diffrent, bu the same

i like stareotypes, and how you have to objectivelly look at them to depict them in a cartoon. And how you can do that without looking at a picture, just imagining stareotypes.

I like philosophy.

I like the ancient greeks. Their cultutre their art, their gods, their ways of life and beliefs

i like who ive become. And who i didnt become who i easily could have bocome.

I like knowing that i am someone my 11 year old self would have looked up to.

movies basted on books.

have i talked about this subject?

it irks me a little bit.

im referinng to movies like harry potter, and percy jackson. movies along those lines. the ones that change pointless shit, like the colour of someones hair! ugh! why!? it is so obviously wrong and it is such a simple fix! if a character is written with blond hair, give them blond hair, its not that hard. and then theres the whole mixing up the plot line, i understand that they have to condence things and rearange them for a movie, but taking a major plot point, such as who was percy's father, and just throwing it out irks me. and i know that is stupid becuse it was SO abvious in the books, or i just catch on to foreshadowing quickly, but thats what like the 1st half of the book was about. i dont know, i guess i just wish that if they are going to make a movie based off a book, then make it like the book! or change it and make it something diffrent, then you are allowed to do whatever the hell you want!