is the hogwarta express in gryffindor house, or why is it also scarlet?

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something i dont know.

the worst thing with leaving one group of friends and joining a new one half way through high school is reminiscing. when we talk about elementary school it is ok because everyone was friends back then, but 8th grade.. theres something about that year that my friends are in love with. personally eight grade was a tough year, for a lot of reasons, most of which dealt with my overweightness. but my friends wished their entire life was the 8th grade. it must have been good.

When i think of my birth it is timeless. I dont think of what time i was born or that my mom had a life, you know what i mean? Ive just always imagined that everyone began when i did. Not that im just dumb and self centered. but when you are little it is hard to imagine a world you dont live in. I guess ive imagined that life in black and white was black and white, and the pharoes were gold and walked sideways facing forward. Maybe i am not illustrating my point, but life is something that is so dificult to phathom unless ive seen it for myself. because i imagine things as i see them, like ancient cultures, i imagine them looking like tthey are portrayed in their art like i said before about the egyptians walking around sideways facing forward with golden faces and those wierd wip and whatever thing the sarcophogus picture is holding with his arms crossed. What i am trying to say is... im not really sure. Thats just a little insight into what i think

Thank you sara. At first when i remembered thaat we were gonna go to county seat today i thought you forgot, but you didnt. You just didnt invite me. And then you made excuses that i was busy even though you didnt ask. God no wonder i got mad. I but im sorry sara does everything right so why am i acting like she doesnt? How dumb of me.

In other news i rollerbladed to brittany's with eden [well actually i met eden half way] and we sat around and did nothing. My favorite way to spend time with friends :]

ive been doing a lot of college related stuff, like looking, visiting, applying, looking for scholarships. It is tiring, and stressfull. I just want to get accepted already!!

i have a renewed love for mcad and i reaally need to get back to work on my portfolio!! :D but ugh so much work!

today (yesterday) has been a beautiful day.

i am not sure what it was

maybe it was my extrasexy outfit?

maybe it was the weather?


i went to kelly highet's daycare today with katie for our volunteer project! it was fun :D

and i got a part in the play!

and i apologised to sara.

it was a good day.


woop woop for 100 posts!

ill start off with last monday or so. im not actually sure on the day but ill just say it was last monday.

side note. swine flu is running rampant in our high school.

so monday i am sitting at the lunch table with all my friends, talking about swine flu when sara says she isnt going home even if she does have swine flu because "we are all going to get it anyways"

so im sorry if you want to learn, but dont punish everyone else cuz you are selfish. if i miss school, i have to make up an hour and a half of community servise that i will have to go out and find, go in on my own time to get all the test questions that i missed, catch up on my art assignments, take in an extra assignment for missing class time, which means going to a sprting event to take pictures. and that is everything for 1 day, and the average kid is out for 3-5 days, so times that by 5 and thats what im making up. and i have 2 days to do it. so sorry ifyou want to be selfish and stay in school, but dont get mad when i get mad that you are being selfish! the worst part is she wasnt just talking about being sick, she was sick.

here comes the good part.

so ok so it is about thursday now and we are sitting in 1st hour, when sara gets called down to the office, and returns 5 minutes later, i didnt think much of it until we are now in our next class, and she is called back down.

so at lunch she is talking about getting called down to the office and how rediculous it is that they took her temprature 2 times. it is the schools job to keep the kids healthy and even if you werent sick they better be taking your temp cuz you were sick the whole week, and if you had swine flu and you gave it to some kid who went home and gave it to his grandfather who is getting treatment for cancer, and that grandfather dies, think about that bitch. and dont be so selfish.

this is not my only reason for being mad at sara, but to me this alone is selfish (if you didnt get that already)

this isnt something new, if you are sick and have a high temprature you stay home, this isnt about the swine flu, people have done it for years.


so i started this thing that when i make fun of someone or think something negative about someone i slap my wrist, because i want to stop! and now every time i say anything sara and krysta take it as negative. im not sure exactly who i was talking about but it was about how rude i thought someone was or something, it had nothing to do with looks or appearance, i wasnt judging them, i was complaining about their attitude, something that was not slap worthy, and they thought it was important to not only slap me but tell me how mean i was and how i needed to stop judging people, and then we are sitting at the lunch table and they are judging people left and right. im sorry but if you are gonig to judge people, dont yell at me for trying to better myself. all they do is sit at home looking at other peoples senior pictures and talking about how bad they are.

im so sick of it.

im sick of them ignoring me and eden all summer, and then as soon as eden has something in common with them, they are all buddy buddy again.

i dont care if you judge people, but dont repremand me for judging people if you do.

and go home if you are sick.

oh and by the way, i was sick all weekend.


and the story doesnt end there.

those are just the things that bother me most.

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I FIGURED IT OUT! IT WAS ON AVATAR!

oh my god. so i just finnished reading Catching Fire a few days ago, and there was this part where these birds screamed like the friends of the tributes. and ever since all i think about is this cartoon (i think it was a cartoon??) that ended withthis little black bird sitting on a branch and when it opened its mouth it screamed. i cannot remember what show it was or if it was on you tube. it might have been on like the grim adventures of billy and mandy..? i dont know and it is really pissing me off!!! it reminded me of jhonen vasques, the invader zim creator. oh my god! does anyone know what i am talking about??!?!?! it is going to drive me mad!

i am pretty sure it was just a really tiny bird withlike a huge ass beak..


uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh this has been haunting my days for a long time.

:D

this blog post is going to be fun.



ok so if you are following me on twitter you will know that i said this:


if i built myself a girlfriend, i would give her the voice of Emily Haines (the lead singer of Metric)



im going to peace together the perfect ~woman

for me

from top to bottom:

hair:

http://images.starpulse.com/Photos/Previews/Alexis-Bledel-gg02.jpg

i am not really partial to any certain colour. this pic just is cute, and i like brown i guess..


skin:

this, like hair doesnt matter. i guess it just depends on what looks good? imnot racist but i am not attracted to african americans. though i think katie leung

http://images.askmen.com/women/celeb_profiles_actress_60/94_katie_leung.jpg

this doesnt really have much to do with her skin colour or anything but she does have nice skin.

eyes:

i do really love asian eyes :D i also really love the look of dark dark tan skin with sky blue eyes, very beautiful. green eyes :DDDDD love love love green eyes *drool*

i dont really mind makeup, but a lot looks really nappy, i dislike it. especially on the eyes.

ears:

.... dont really have an opinion here, but ive always thought the earlobes that connect to your head are wierd, i like hanging ear lobes

http://images.absoluteastronomy.com/images/encyclopediaimages/e/ea/earlobes_free_attached.jpg

haha a cute little drawing of what i mean, i prefer the one on the left.

nose:

i like cute little noses, pierced, with a little stud, always cute.

a few freckles? to die for :3

no loose boogers, please Dx

mouth:

smiley

soft? i dunno? neverbeen kissed Dx

voice:

a bit like evanna lynch when she talks, maybe not so high.

BRITISH ACCENT.

like i said in my tweet, emily haines, though im not sure what she sounds like when she talks.

i want a sweet voice :)

maybe a good singer??

teeth:

i dunno? haha

id like that she had some :)

chin:

not a butt chin!

neck:

no adams apple!

not too long or short, or wide.

arms:

not too muscular. im not too worried about excersize or how skinny she is. that has never really mattered, i have flabby arms, why cant she?

hands:

cute, maybe have a few dried paint marks, always hot :D

maybe good with instruments?

LIKE DRUMS!

perv.

boobs:

haha. i thought id put this here..

ill try not to sound too much like a prude.

i guess i just wouldnt want them big. like too big? like average?

waist:

curvy? haha

butt:

not too disporportionate to her body, but i guess a little extra is never bad. theres a point when it is a bit out of control... sorry if ive insulted anyone D:

hips:

shake em like shakira lawlzzzzzz

legs:

my brother once told me the thing he liked about his old girlfriend was her legs cuz they were muscular, but i guess muscle doesnt really do it for me, but veiny blue legs are.. less appealing

good for dancin

feet:

no prefrance, just not flipper sized

clothes:

laid back, but still put together.

layered.

colourful!

not covered in hollister and american eagle and stupid labels.

patterened and striped.

scarves! (maybe a hogwarts one??)

skinny jeans flowwy tops

those cute little slip on flat shoes.. im not really sure what they are called?


brain:

i konw this is supposed to go near the top but this is going to take a lot of description so im putting it here!

a mix between hermiones smartness and lunas awkward comfort with reality, with a hint of ginny's toughness.

she would love harry potter. but also good classics (which i do read sara anderson. that comment you made about me not reading the classics you like. yeah fuck off cuz ive recomended harry potter to you a zillion times but you are too good for that.)

she would love music, all kinds, and she would be very learned in this subject.

she would be good at photography, because she likes taking pictures for her paintings, because she would also be a painter, realism, on large scales. animals and nature would be her forte.

she would be a teacher, i think. for young and middle aged kids. she would work well with them, and inspire them to love art. she would be in love with her job, and the kids.

she would love to travel, and be alright with taking off for a week to visit italy, spain, france, and london. and her job would allow her to take these trips :)

she would also be very good at foreign languages, they would come naturally to her, along with cooking, and she would be able to cook the flavors of all the languages she could speak.

she would have a small stuttering problem, because she always has to use big words, and they are always at the tip of her tounge.

she wouldnt care about personal space, and always be very close.

she has allergies. cats :/

she likes spring and fall, because the weather is cooler out.

she loves small carrot eating animals.

she laughs a lot :D


and forgive me if i seem shallow, but it is fun to imagine someone so completely compatable with you! it really takes the place of the non existant love life i am living!

The Calculation
One More Time with Feeling
Eet
Machine
Two Birds
Laughing With
Ode to Divorce
Blue Lips
On the Radio
Dance Anthem of the 80s
Bobbin' for Apples
That Time
Apres Moi
Poor Little Rich Boy
Lacrimosa
Man of A Thousand Faces

Encore:
Samson
Us
Hotel Song
Fidelity
Love, You're a Whore





best concert ive been to. she was cute fun, a little nervous, made a few mistakes, but made up for it with her wit charm and humor. she sang every song that i ever loved by her, exceptfolding chair, but it is ok, cuz we listened to her interview and set on the current, which was also awesome, and she sang folding chair, blue lips and laughing with so i heard every song :D the opening band "little joy" was very good their songs all blended together and it was dificult to hear the words over the instrumentals. when she came out i screamed, just like the rest of the crowd, i didnt think i would, but i freaked out. she looked so cute, and was so thankful and.... whats the word im looking for!?... ugh i give up i it is on the tip of my tounge but i dont know. she was just as good a singer live as she is on her cd's. she played the piano, keyboard, and guitar. it was beautiful. it did lag a little in the middle, but she never played anything i hadnt heard, the lag in the middle / end of her show was made up by the ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLY AWESOME encore. it was amazing, she had a light shining on the discball during samson, it was beautiful. and she played US!!! the first song i ever heard of by her, it made me fall in love with her. i was so glad she played it :) after that i didnt think she could play anything better, and then she played hotel song, and fidelity, and i was absolutely in love :3 sosososos amazing. my whole body was tingling. it felt like a dream!

best night ever







:)

freaking best day ever, yesterday!

i FINALY got to go swimming!!!!! i was so pumped, even ii i did have to swim in my boxers. (good) UGH it felt SO AMAZING to swim again :) i really really want to go today, i just hope no one is there.

so my cousin hanna, her parents, and her boyfriend came over for the day yesterday, so eden came over and all 10 of us (including my parents abby, and ike) played a tournament of that bean bag toss game. my dad made like a legit set with like regulated sizes and stuff. yeahand it waspretty fun, we drew numbers out of a hat to determine partners, i was partners with my dad, andwe did pretty good, we played the championship game, but lost,cuz i was sick of playing. it was fun

and then we went on a walk and swam :)

and then we ate mmmmmm it was good!

and then we went on another walk, and swam again! (this time i was smart and went in my swim suit)

and then we went back home, waited for ike to get back, and played an intense game of catch phrase! ike and eden were on my team, hanna abby and luke (hanna's boyfriend) were on the other team. it was fun!

and then me and eden jetted off to kampers' house for a bonfire, the whole group hada very interesting discussion with kampers's mother about words for vagina and the pronunciation of penis.

we bon fired for a bit and then we were off. woah deva vu! we cruised around town.

then i went home and slept ugh what a good day :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

today is the last day of summer, what am i going to do?

so i was uploading my first real video [like a REAL video, with me in it! with my editing skills! (can you really consider it editing when i used windows movie maker?) i am very proud of myself. to be honest my video has no real point other than an introduction of myself in an interesting way, that i am hoping catches some attention, and not bad attention even though i know i used a copyright song (isnt that only bad if i dont give credit to who owns the song? i mean i am giving them publicity!)

ugh i just anotated that whole thing after writing that^ iwrote that an hour ago. annotations are herd work!!! D: exhaustion!!


so i was going to talk about how i was deciding what category to put my video into it gives you a whole list of various things, some of which i dont fall into and others of which i do (in various degrees) but nothing really stuck out as ME!! nothing truly defined this video giving you a little insight on my life! so i was going to blog about how no person fits in a stareotype.

by the way i put my video in the "people & blogs" section. cuz i am a person who blogs!

so i was going to go very in depth on the whole breaking stareotypes and fighting the normalicy that is categorising yourself and your work. but what will i get out of that at 2:30 in the morning. im tired.

i have my cousin, and maybe her new boyfriend coming over tomorrow! so eden is coming and i have no phone so tomorrow will be hectic, so i need sleep! i need to get to bed! publish. goodnight.


edit: i plan to post some blogs exclusively to this blog! stay tuned on that ;)

i just experianced a real life movie moment.

ok so it may be11:54, but i woke up only a good hour or so ago, its saturday, give me a break. i was buttering my toast (is buttering the prober word when in fact i wasnt using butter at all, i was using rhubarb jam) and i hate it when the toast gets cold, so i left the other piece of bread in the toaster to stay warm, and when i pressed the release button, the toast shot up at least a foot out of the toaster. unfortunately no one was home to see it :( my whole family is watching my sister play volleyball. she is a freshman, and she starts on varsity! where are my athletic genes!? oh well, im the artistic one.


so to be honest, i was never up in arms about the whole swine flu thing, but this past week has gotten me a little nervous. so the minnesota state fair had a break out of swine flu among its 4-H people, and one of them has dragged it back to my little town. she spent 3 days doing social things with people i know before she knew she had the swine flu! yesterday i woke up with a wrenching stomach ache that hurt so bad i couldnt even stand up straight. but thanks to cha-cha i learned that symptomes of swine flu dont include stomach aches, so i was fine. until i woke up this morning with a sore throat. a symptom of the swine flu. awesome. but to be honest, im not that scared. im not going to die from it! come on people!


so today is saturday (like i already said) and monday is my last day of summer vacation. im not that sad about it! im actually very excited about it! i dont have that many art courses (like i signed up for) but i am happy with the classes i am taking.

1st quarter:

Anthropology with Mr. Hegerle (oh my god i need to find a picture of this man, which should be easy cuz he is also my sisters volleyball coach, he looks exactly like i imagined dumbledore, only he has very short hair and a very short beard. but he is older, and really smart, and he just walks like dumbledore would!)

Independant Study Advanced Art :)

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Publications


2nd quarter:

Great Books :D im excited to read....great books..

Food science D: barf barf barf

independant study advanced art

world of money


3rd quarter:

i.s. adv. art

college prep english

american gov.

web design


4th quarter:

graphic arts 2

pottery 2

research

intro to bizz


my thrid and fourth quarters are especially going to help in the future, world of money, web design, intro to business, those sort of things are going to help if i plan on being a freelance artist.


...i think thats all?


oh wait.


ive been job hunting a lot lately, cuz the pool closed :( so i applied at the local grocery store, and am filling out an app for the movie rental place. i want to apply at the little art shop, but i doubt they are hiring :/ and i can apply at subway, and dominos.. i really wanted a job at theday care place, but they arent hiring rightnow :( but we will see..