JEM

ill start off with last monday or so. im not actually sure on the day but ill just say it was last monday.

side note. swine flu is running rampant in our high school.

so monday i am sitting at the lunch table with all my friends, talking about swine flu when sara says she isnt going home even if she does have swine flu because "we are all going to get it anyways"

so im sorry if you want to learn, but dont punish everyone else cuz you are selfish. if i miss school, i have to make up an hour and a half of community servise that i will have to go out and find, go in on my own time to get all the test questions that i missed, catch up on my art assignments, take in an extra assignment for missing class time, which means going to a sprting event to take pictures. and that is everything for 1 day, and the average kid is out for 3-5 days, so times that by 5 and thats what im making up. and i have 2 days to do it. so sorry ifyou want to be selfish and stay in school, but dont get mad when i get mad that you are being selfish! the worst part is she wasnt just talking about being sick, she was sick.

here comes the good part.

so ok so it is about thursday now and we are sitting in 1st hour, when sara gets called down to the office, and returns 5 minutes later, i didnt think much of it until we are now in our next class, and she is called back down.

so at lunch she is talking about getting called down to the office and how rediculous it is that they took her temprature 2 times. it is the schools job to keep the kids healthy and even if you werent sick they better be taking your temp cuz you were sick the whole week, and if you had swine flu and you gave it to some kid who went home and gave it to his grandfather who is getting treatment for cancer, and that grandfather dies, think about that bitch. and dont be so selfish.

this is not my only reason for being mad at sara, but to me this alone is selfish (if you didnt get that already)

this isnt something new, if you are sick and have a high temprature you stay home, this isnt about the swine flu, people have done it for years.


so i started this thing that when i make fun of someone or think something negative about someone i slap my wrist, because i want to stop! and now every time i say anything sara and krysta take it as negative. im not sure exactly who i was talking about but it was about how rude i thought someone was or something, it had nothing to do with looks or appearance, i wasnt judging them, i was complaining about their attitude, something that was not slap worthy, and they thought it was important to not only slap me but tell me how mean i was and how i needed to stop judging people, and then we are sitting at the lunch table and they are judging people left and right. im sorry but if you are gonig to judge people, dont yell at me for trying to better myself. all they do is sit at home looking at other peoples senior pictures and talking about how bad they are.

im so sick of it.

im sick of them ignoring me and eden all summer, and then as soon as eden has something in common with them, they are all buddy buddy again.

i dont care if you judge people, but dont repremand me for judging people if you do.

and go home if you are sick.

oh and by the way, i was sick all weekend.


and the story doesnt end there.

those are just the things that bother me most.