JEM

ive been downloading so much music in the past few days, mostly music i liked in the past, or deleted from my library that one time when i deleted it all, and i just never got it again (until now) and my library, if i do say so myself, is very extensive. i am very proud. the one thing i dislike is the fact that kate nash has so many unreleased songs that i want to download, the only reason i dont want to do this is cuz ive organised my musicinto every album, with its own album art (alot of hard work, resulting inblood sweat and tears) and if i download just songs, what will i do with them cuz they WILL piss me off if i just leave them, ive added some other songs to albums by that artist, like Lily allen did a cover of naive (originally by the kooks) so i downloaded it, cuz i really like her version of it (along with the original) and instead of just leaving it a single song, i just added it to her first cd, "alright, still" but kate nash has alot of unreleased music, and im afraid that if i download it and put it in with her cd that she will release her new cd (which is rumored to be released late summer) and the tracks i have will be on that cd, and i will be really confused cuz ill have 2 copies of those songs, and uugh what a hastle!

haha what a rant, hope you understand it :I im not the best of writers, like i wish i was.


i do still plan to write books on the side, a memoir, maybe some fiction. maybe childrens stories with my own illustrations. i have no idea what exactly i want to do in my future. looking at MCAD's look book, comic book artist looks really interesting, not that i would have enough talent for that, but its something to keep an eye out for, or try.

i dunno haha this is such a random blog!