My parents got mad at me for changing my socks after i stepped in rylee's ]my dog's] throwup. 'it was dry' they said. I do

i am sorry to anyone this offends, but personally i dont believe praying does anything. when it comes to wanting things to change, or for god to take over or something. if you want something to change, you have to change it yourself. you have to take it into your own hands, not let god deal with all of your shit. because im sorry but i feel like god is just an easy solution for unsolvable porblems, death being one of them. just sayin. and that is a PERSONAL OPINION.

watching doctor who as of late. i love it.

im currently on series 3. martha is my favorite companion so far, though i do miss rose sometimes..

also! im listening to the fantastic mr. fox soundtrack because its my favorite movie :D i had to go to roch on friday to get it!!! loveitloveit. my favorite characters are ash and kristofferson :)

I'm not going to change the way I look or the way I feel to conform to anything. I've always been a freak. So I've been a freak all my life and I have to live with that, you know. I'm one of those people. John Lennon

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thank you kate nash. for existing. i love you. your music describes my life. love.

i still have that alice in wonderland review saved on my phone. still unfinished :/

gaaaaaaaaaah.

i havent been journaling either :( im so bad.

went to MOA today (mall of america) its just a huge crowded jumble of ethnically diverse people.)

love this video:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQ95z6ywcBY

dont know if those will work.. my computer is being a jerk because my brother is hogging all the wifi watching movies on netflix.com. ass hole

so ill just download music and not care.

oh this is lady gaga's new telephone music video just in case the links didnt work cuz the HTML doenst look right.

haha yeah... broken tag! well.. go out and find it. its like 10 minutes long. and really diffrent, and honestly im not sure i got the message, or the story line, especially the beginning. but i did like the pussy wagon from kill bill!!!!!!! :D

ihave purchased so many movies lately!! like 16 last weekend and 17 two weekends ago!!! i love collecting movies :D

ill post a list of the movies i have! because it is diffrent from the list of movies i like!

(500) Days of Summer
50 First Dates
About A Boy
Across The Universe
Adventureland
Beetlejuice
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
Charlie Bartlet
Closer
Coraline
Corpse Bride
Darjeeling Limited, The
Donnie Darko
Edward Scissorhands
Elizabethtown
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Euro Trip / Road Trip
Factory Girl
Ferris Bueller's Day Off
Fight Club
Garden State
Ghost World
Good Girl, The
Hangover, The
Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince
Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
Harry Potter and the Sorcerers Stone
I Heart Huckabees
Juno
Life Aquatic With Steve Zissou, The
Little Miss Sunshine
Mean Girls
Music and Lyrics
Never Been Kissed
Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist
Nightmare Before Christmas, The
Perfect Score, The
Science of Sleep, The
Serenity
Squid and the Whale, The
Superbad
Sweeney Todd
The Wedding Singer
Tommy Boy
V for Vendetta
Whip It
Zombieland

count: 50.

oh and i had movies before i got the 17 and 16. so dont think i am just bad @ math or something.


lalala

im in need of new music.

thank you jeremy messersmith and kate nash for your up coming new albums!!!! :D 2 of my all time favorite artists! and 1 is local! LOCAL!

i might go to college of visual arts! in saint paul! its amazing! ugh i want to sooo bad!! im applying. ugh life is a crazy mixed up ordeal. ir is that just me?

were going on vacation soon! 2-3 weeks-ishhh. 2 and a half.

funnnnnnn!

so what is up with all the people around me? idk i dont talk to the sophomores much anymore cuz... i dont know. too many other things going on.

dont do it:

i dont talk to sara cuz she irks me. mostly cuz she lives in her own little world and only comes to visit us (me and eden) when she wants to. she just flies around with her 12908471265 other friends and then claims we are her real friends; the people who truly understand her. none of this is being said in a negative tone, by the way. more like an emotionless factoid. as in im just stating facts, not saying this due to my heated rage. she does this all the time. i dont really care. im independant. we wont stay in touch when we go off to college. and honestly it doesnt bother me that much because its just like every other friend i have in high school (except eden) they are all just sort of.. there. and when they arent they arent. she will probably say that we will stay in touch, but we dont even talk now, and we live in the same town, why would we if we are 10000s of miles away? i give it until the 3rd or 4th week, if even that. she will talk to me until then, and then she will fizzle away. i mean, i expect to get text messages every once in a while from everyone, but mainly just eden, or at least i hope, because you cant lose a friend like eden, she is more than just skin deep, if that makes sense. theres all of my friends (the fair weather friends) who are there for the good times, and then theres sara who wants to be there for more, but who just... isnt. and then theres eden. who i hope i can say i actually know. pretty much all sara thinks about is herself, and her indie street cred. or else she has a really twisted way of showing how she 'cares.'

actions speak lowder than words. and her actions dont back up her words. and i dont care what she says about me never inviting her anywhere. i dont do anything, i sit at home, and she is constantly off doing some unknown thing with unknown people. and we can never put aside finch time. i dont like that she is a finch, she dubbed herself a finch, just so she could feel a part of something. she didnt go with to see bob dylan, she wasnt there at bubba's meat farm (i made that up) when we started calling eachother jem and scout. who do fuck she think she is!?




one thing ive noticed is that eden thinks so much about others. for some reason that sounded like it didnt come out as a good thing. it is. it is. i wish i could be more like that. but i often wonder if she forgets about herself.



im listening to the 'where the wild things are' soundtrack. its so good. the movie was ok...

http://www.last.fm/user/jakemanitz

its 4 thirty. in the morning. im going to bed.