It is officially the first day of may! Well actually its 3:30 on april 30th, but this wont be posted until midnight. So im thinking that ill spend the rest of the day giving you a commentary of my adventures.

3:30
At this very moment i am watching season 5 of buffy the vampire slayer. Probably one of my favorite seasons. Dawn, buffy's 'little sister,' is one of my favourite characters. And spikes crush on buffy is so cute :]

5:30
im at the school now. Just left Sara's house. We were doing a puzzle. She seemed like she was ready to be done. Hanging with the crew. We have the play at 7:30. uuugh long night! Long play. Nervous. Blahh. Perkins with the crew.

7:30
the play begins and everyone is on stage except me! Awesome. Not that i care. Wwhy did i take this 3 second role?? blast it.

I feel so out of place with this cast today. Usually i dont fel out of place but i do...

Alyssa and Alex are who i usually talk to. Audrey too i guess. Emily V! :] weve talk on numerous occasions :] she reminds me so much of luna lovegood. So cool. Jayse is kind of annoying but bearable. Except i feel lime he is always trying to impress me. Idk. Casey and Jim are cool too. Beth too! She is funny. Aaron is cool but i dont think he likes me. Lisa and Karl are nice people. Kesley and Nick.. I dont really talk to them, or Sai or Nicolette, or Teagan. Overall, not bad.

Mom brought me in a meal that i cant eat! Cuz i dont want to murk up my throat with peanut butter and all the sugary treats she gave me. :[ but ill eat it at perkins! :D

10:30
sitting in elise's creeper van with lisa and karl on our way to perkins, we saw luke get pulled over haha scary. Im nervous about perkins, it may be awkward.

12:15
home. The night was........ Thats it. Nothing special. But its may now. Things are changing. Something big is coming, besides turning 18. Sitting here finishing the episode of buffy i abandoned to join sara's puzzle adventure.

i think this is goodnight for now. See you tomorrow!

I love that life feels complete and beautiful to me even though I'm 5 days away from being 18 and I've never kissed a girl. Never done anything.

Blogging every day in may. So prep yourself for a brief hiatus.

doctor who season 5 episodes 1-4 and buffy

just watched the 4th episode of season 5 of doctor who, and wow it was so good. just the fact that the writer brought back the angels is amazing cuz that was one of my favorite episodes from.. season 3 i think it was? yeah it was like right at the beginning of when martha is the companion, if i am not mistaken. anyways, so far this season is freaking awesome. the first episode was probably my favorite so far.. the whole back story on how he met amy and the cooking scene was so cute and the whole doctor backstory and how he was her imaginary friend and everyone knew about it, the monster was kinda ugly, but i liked the powers it had, and that whole story part. i really liked the whole camera thing where it was like the doctor thinking and the camera panned around people and stuff. so cool, very unlike past doctor who. and amy ponds whole story is just awesome, like how it was her wedding.. ugh so cool, even before it showed the dress i knew she was getting married, and then we learned that she waited 2 years! so crazy. and the crack in amy's wall! and how it is showing up in every episode!! ugh i love how amy is so tied in to this! so much more than any other companion, im pretty sure she is my favorite companion!

so after the 1st episode the doctor and amy go to the floating united kingdom in the sky, which on its own was such a cool idea!! and how it looked and everything and the back story of how everyone had to leave earth!! i freaking loved it!! the robot people were so scary! and i loved that whole story!!! and how it tied back in to everything! and then when we learn about the whale it all comes together, and everything makes sence, like how the ship had no power i was so confused! and then oh my god it just made perfect sense. very cool how the whale came to rescue the people, but i was a little confused for a while as to why they are torturing the whale in the first place, cuz it came to rescue them.. i dont knoww.. i loved it, especially the beginning where amy is floating outside the tardis, and the doctor is holding her by the ankle!!! LOVED IT by far my favorite image of anything ive ever seen in this show so far!! so so so cool and amazing. i really want a picture of it but i cant find one anywhere.

oh and before i talk about episode 3, id like to say that i love the new tardis! the outside looks so sleek and new and beautiful, and i loved when it was on its side and the doctor jumped into it :D so cool! and the sticker on the other door.. does anyone know what it is!? it kinda looks like it has a star in the middle. i read a bit of it, and it said something like st. someone or something.. i dont know, but it looks neat!

and i love matt smith! i think he might be my favorite doctor.. for me he just... clicks. not saying that i didnt like tennant, cuz i really did! but the first guy.. whatever his name was.. the bald one, to be honest i dont even remember much about him, just the episode where rose saves her dad and he has to die again.

episode 3: the daleks, i havent been a real big fan of the daleks, just because they appear so often, but this time i didnt mind them, and i thought the storyline of the robot guy thinking he was the creator was cool! and the new daleks were cool too! although the only reason i like them is cuz their colours reminded me of power rangers :) oh and did anyone else notice that they have big kabooses!! haha

episode 4: i really liked the elaboration of the angel story and the tie in between that and the chick from the library episodes, and how she knows the future doctor in her own past. ugh im excited and nervous for that to be elaborated on!! and im excited to see what happens next week!!!! :D

in other news im also watching a lot of buffy the vampire slayer, series 4 to be specific. i watched series 1-3 a couple years ago? i dont actually know when, maybe it was only last year.. i dont know but they had the first 3 seasons of hulu, so i watched them and then they didnt have 4 so i tried to find them online but didnt, so i gave up looking and just recently found out they have them on netflix online, and since i caught up watching doctor who on netflix and had just finished i started watching that! and i really like it! just finished season 4 and maybe it was because it was so new or maybe just because it had been so long but this season seemed so much better. love the whole tera character, and riley, i always thought that it was a bad idea to get buffy with a vampire so soon in the show (series 1 was the beginning of buffy and angel's relationship if i am not mistaken) cuz i always thought that they topped it off too soon, but then they went and beat it by partnering her with another "slayer" although riley is a diffrent kind of slayer. i also really liked his character and backstory though i didnt like the idea of buffy joining a government slaying business.. glad thats over. i am also not a big fan of anya.. she is such a nag.. i am really excited to see seried 5, so far my favorite episode is probably the very last episode of season 4 where they all dream and we meet the 1st ever slayer. very cool, and got me excited to see what joss whedon will do next!!

oh and i need more shows to watch, im running out :( wish joss had some more shows, and i wish he didnt get half his shit cancelled! god i hope they do more with it cuz epitaph 2 was so amazing! it blew my mind! god i miss that show. and firefly. dont know if i want to watch angel cuz if i am going to i should have started already. not gonna worry about it. wasnt really a big angel fan, i just liked the idea of him.


thats all.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Neo6W1f7hyY&feature=popular

this movie looks kinda good. i loved the death cab song playing.

wasnt a big fan of the high school musical girl.. but her acting didnt seem so bad

"feel free to crush the milk carton" -my dad said to me after i finished off the milk.

what i said:

"ok!" -in annoyed voice.

What i wanted to say:

"Well your oldest son can feel free to go to college, but he is so unmotivated that he is sitting in the basement using up all the wi-fi, and im pissed cuz buffy the vampire slayer wont load because of him!"

no one fucking tells me anything.

what to blog about.

it has been so long!

why do i let myself get so far behind on keeping up!

i went on vacation last month.

we went ot cabo san lucas, it was fun, i enjoyed myself.
my favorite events were
-the zip lining! so much fun!
-the parasailing!!! amazing!

it is the last quarter of my senior year now. its sad actually, its like its all over.. i dont know, everyone else is ready to leave.. and i mean i am too, but i dont want any of this to end. i love my town, and i love my friends. we have all grown up together, and now everyone is itching to leave.

im just not ready.

oh yeah!

we had the state FCCLA (family, career, and community leaders of america) gathering in the cities, and it was so much fun!! prettty much the whole time was me, katie, alyssa, mariah, and kayla hanging out. it was fun.

so with all of these things at once (vacation and fccla) i have missed 5 days of school , which wouldnt be too bad, but that means i have only been there for 4 days the last 2 weeks, and 2 of those were half days for seniors, cuz underclassmen have testing! so really it has only been like 3 days! crazy!

classes this quarter:

-graphic arts 2
-pottery 2 (independant study)
-research
(lunch)
-intro to business

i am (for the most part) excited about my classes.

they are all fun!

and the funny thing is this week would have been my 1st whole week of the quarter, but i guess thursday is a fun day! were we just run around and do fun stuff!! awesome! :D

im in the spring play! :D it is our american cousin, the one lincoln was assasinated at. i play a soldier! one that has 3 lines! (perfect!) but while i was gone (vacation and fccla) i missed like 6 practices, and i guess they rearranged the whole cast! and they considered not even having a play! D: ugh and i still have to make sets!! arggg. that is always scary, i dont really know how i feel about doing that again. but im sure ill get it done!

and heres the kicker.

i dont know. im not going to tell you that story. its too personal. i dont even know.

im going to update more!

for myself.

not for you.



have a nice evening.







goodbye now.



xxxxxxx

made for my graphic design class. it explains me.